Much needed break?

Maybe this is a break that I needed. To be away for 3 weeks, to be distracted. Too much of anything is bound to be bad right? Moderation is key?

I am not one to be very negative and also neglect everything else for a particular someone or something. Yet, this time it proved to be out of control. I am feeling so hapless, there was nothing much I could do. I am pissed at myself for failing to restrain myself and keep it reigned in. It has been really difficult the past week or so. What happens when you are in such lousy mood you cannot operate normally? When you are the first and last one on my mind, waking up and going to sleep. When it is so hungry yet the most appealing food fails to rouse your appetite.

When it comes to issues like this, you realised age has no bearing on it. I have not grown up at all. Dealing with all this has taken a toll and I am deeply sorry for disrupting whoever has to listen to me when you are busy with something in your lives. Thank you for your understanding.

Till Nov 28.